I'm so sick of dealing with getting my meds

I have been on Adderall for about 5 or 6 months now (recently diagnosed). At first I was placed on IR, but after a couple months I was switched to XR. Every month has been a nightmare trying to get the XR filled. My pharmacy said they have not been having luck getting the XR and that I should talk to my doctor about switching back to IR. I like this idea anyway because the XR keeps me up all night. I spent so much time calling around to pharmacies, and of course they don't give you info about narcotics over the phone but my doctor's office insisted that's what I needed to do. So eventually after being out of my meds for a while I called and asked if they could just switch me to the IR. Same dose and everything. And they said no, I would have to book another appt with the psychiatrist. It's a pretty big copay first of all, but I also can't just take off work on such short notice. So basically I'm going to be without my meds for the month of December. I'm so frustrated. I have a lot of other medical conditions including an autoimmune/connective tissue disease so I'm managing a lot of doctors and medications on top of working full time and it's just a lot. I'm so tired. Anyways, thank you for listening to my rant!