Just rant

I feel depressed sometimes and end up crying for 1-2 hours. My father is very supportive and so is my grandmother. They are very loving. But what to do, memories of my mother baar baar dimag m aajati h. Coaching m kuch esa word bolde jisse old memories yaad aaye toh vahi rona aajata h. Mera ek Boht acha dost tha, jisse baat krke mai acha feel krti hu, but usse bhi meri ldhai hogyi morever hm Boht timewaste krdete h ek dusre ka.

Aur bhi dost h mere pr unko baar baar preshan Krna psnd nhi mujhe toh yahi likhdiya. Sorry if I'm sounding like attention seeker , u cn ignore this post.