LADIES HELP. GIFT IDEAS

LADIES IM CRYING OUT FOR HELP. AS A MAN TRYING TO DO BETTER. I’m going to spare a lot of details. I’m in the middle of the sappiest love story on the planet. Movie type stuff. I’m so unbelievably in love with this woman. She’s always been treated poorly. Horribly really, parents, previous marriage, every walk of life people have really screwed her over. She’s doesn’t let that stop her either. She’s such an impressive human. she’s an amazing mother, so selfless, sweet, kind, compassionate, just a genuinely amazing soul. Literally I couldn’t create a more beautiful human if you gave me a build-a-woman option. She’s truly perfect to me. She can’t read this. I’m not just saying that. Her birthday is in December, and also Christmas. She has NEVER been spoiled on her birthday. Ever. Nothin. I’m just now financially stable. Finally balling out. First time these holidays come around I can do more than just a sweet gesture. I have no idea how to do that. I have shopped the cheapest option my whole life. I’m not rich. But I have a little bit of money to blow. Especially for this. For the first time I don’t have to google the cheapest “thoughtful” gift I can buy. I don’t mind to spend 1-2k if it means it’s the best birthday ever. (Until next year.😅) I am a reforming piece of trash. Drugs, alcohol, all that. Really worked hard on myself for a few years to get to a place I can be a good partner. Be a man. I met her shortly after. This is my first chance to do this the right way. This is very important to me, that she feels like her birthday matters. It does. I cannot explain the happiness her existence brings me. The way we float through life would make you mad at your partner. We are the only people in any room. Any concert is sang to us and us alone. Everywhere we go feels like that. And has from the first time we spoke to each other. I never even thought love like this was real. I’m living a movie and I honestly feel guilty sometimes. This doesn’t happen to everyone. Many people will live their life without a love like this. I truly believe that. HELP. ME. GIVE ME WEBSITES. IDEAS. CATALOGS. What would your man get you that would just absolutely melt you? A star? Jewelry is 100% happening. Something real. Not CZ or something. I have the little romantic stuff NAILED. Notes, pictures, thoughtful, cute, cheap, romantic is my forte. I know it’s the thought that counts. That’s usually all I can afford 😂 I can make 30 dollars the sweetest gift ever. I just want to mix being able to spend a little more for the right thing, IF the right thing is available. I want to expand my options? I hope that makes sense