I’m going to end it tonight around 11PM

I lost everything in my life, I’ve lost my job, my gf, my friends, and family members. I don’t want to live anymore. I have noticed that no one will ride for you they’re only there for the easy and good times. I don’t belong in this world, I’ve gave it my all and it still f**d me up in the end. I could’ve achieved everything I ever wanted if I wasn’t a good person who has good morals and principles. So I’m planning to end it tonight around 11pm I don’t want to stain the next day. It’s currently 7pm right now, I’m going to finish cleaning my room, organize my closet, and pack up my gf’s things. I am going to give away all my clothes and blankets to the homeless people down the street. That’s the least I can do for the less fortunate. I have failed myself and everyone. For everyone reading this please don’t give up there is still hope for you, so many people are counting on you so don’t give up. Unlike me I’ve have lost my purpose and everyone that pushes me forward. I wonder what tomorrow will look like, it will be the first time that I won’t be able to experience.