First Trimester nausea

Hey guys, so I’m only 8 and a half weeks right now. Week seven was the worst heartburn/nausea of my life. And now week eight it’s gotten a bit better heartburn wise EXCEPT at night. It’s like my body knows when I start to get ready for bed-“oh let’s make her feel AWFUL!”. I’ve only thrown up a few times in the past week but I’m SO SICK of it. Pregnant/ previous moms, WHEN did it get better? Or start to ease up? If it’s not feeling like I have to throw up, it’s my stomach hurting because of heart burn and indigestion 😭 I’m at the point where I feel like I never want to try for another baby after if it’s going to be like this again. Sincerely, a ftm in the trenches lol.