In love with someone....

I'm someone who fell in love with someone, and I don't think that person feels the same way about me. Not exactly, but from what he told me, we can't be together because I'm not his type. And when I told him that I praised him in front of my friends, he asked me...I hope you are not telling your friends that I'm your boyfriend. I told him no, and he said, "I appreciate that" but what makes it even stranger is that we love each other, and it's not platonic love, because we've done so many things I can't even mention, even though he's just someone I met on social media. But I'm deeply in love Sometimes he sends me love songs. I wonder if he just enjoys the song or if he's trying to make hints. Sometimes I can't understand him. I think he thinks I don't like him or that I'm just being nice to him. But I love him very, very, very much I can't tell him anything. I can't confess my love to him. I don't want to lose this person because I was greedy for love. I love him so much. In the same month last year, a misunderstanding occurred between us and he blocked me, but he came back to me after four months. I am too weak to help myself with this. I don't want to lose the person who has taken over my dreams. I don't want to lose the person I cry for every day and miss every day because I loved him. Sometimes I try to calm myself down, telling myself I should be patient, there's still plenty of time, no need to rush. This person is so wonderful that I don't know if the main reason I love him is a reflection of my own love or something else. This is all I have to say today, 2:09 AM, Wednesday, December 3rd. I can't control myself, but crying. I love you. . . .