Feeling defeated

So im feeling pretty defeated. I seen EP in march and was discharged. Fair enough. But ive had a huge uptick since then. Ive been on atenolol since 2002. Started at 25mg.. then basically 0 until 2013 which was 1000s a day. Upped to 50mg.. gone. So now im back to that again. My gp is insistent its anxiety.. which is secondary. My pvcs have always been a prime issue. Nothing that causes them. I just have them. She did 2nd referral in june to EP and I was knocked back. He said gp can manage my medication and symptoms. Fast forward to now and theres no relief. Its 2013 all over. I went to ED Saturday and they did a few ecgs.. several 5 or 6 and 1 ecg had 1 on it. They did referral to EP while I was there as they agreed a medication review was in order. I seen my gp monday and the doctor from hospital literally did a 3 sentence summary. Observed 1 pvc and did referral. I was SHOCKED. That is NOT what happened. I told my gp she probably did report at end of shift and only glanced at the 1 ecg. Then my gp proceeds to say that im claiming hospital doctor is lying 🫠🫠🫠 And that im not really feeling pvcs.. im feeling tachycardia 🤣🤣 I said.. if i dont have pvcs.. then why are my holters showing them. Why did the ED doctor say I was bigeminy..why did they do EP referral. And why am I on atenolol lol I then said fine.. but im miserable.. can you switch my beta blocker. She's refused and refused to do new referral. Ive now decided ill have to go private and pay out of pocket.