how to deal with gloom of feeling you’ll be unable to work enough to literally have a life

as above.

cant fathom working full time - have crashed and burned. require a lot of support with housework and cooking i am seemingly unable to do any myself?? how do you find a very part time job you can work, hopefully enjoy, to make enough money to live comfortably?? what jobs even are there that let you create a positive impact on humanity whilst being able to not talk to people and be able to be active instead of being restless?

how do you deal with this gloom on a daily basis. have any of you found your ways through in life?

thank you.