I need advice (boy problems)

Okay so like I need advice…

I have this guy best friend, to make things easier ima just call him blondie…anyways, like my freshman year (I’m a junior now) I used to like him, but that stopped, and we like started to become friends. Then we grew distant and just recently we got really close….to add a lil more context on this, (it’ll make sense why I’m saying this later on) blondie is like really touchy with other girls, like they lay on his shoulder or on his lap, and he is friends with a lot of girls…..

Anyways, there’s this guy that was in one of my classes at the beginning of the year, and I think he’s really cute. I mean like I can talk to him pretty easily and I began to start having feelings for him. We talked a lot in class and once I didn’t have that class anymore I got his snap and we texted a little, not much at all.

Anyways, those two are friends, blondie and other dude, so naturally, blondie being my homeboy and all, I asked him for help with him. And so he did…

Fast forward a bit, I randomly just hit blondie up, asking him just a random question. And we like talked the whole day basically, about deep subjects that I haven’t talked to anyone before, and since then we started talking like every day and getting even MORE closer. He also knows that I’m not too sure if I wanna be in a relationship at the moment, I made that VERY clear.

Well blondie began to have feelings for me, he doesn’t know that I know, but it’s obvious. He asks to hangout a lot, even for little things like calling, doing homework, etc. well my suspicions were also correct (was told by a friend).. and that friend also told me that he was going to take his time to ask me out.

And so like I have no idea what to do right now, I don’t wanna hurt anybody and I’m like PRETTY sure the other guy likes me as well, but I do not wanna hurt blondie or even the other guy. And I’m like just so confused because I don’t think I’d mind dating him, I just don’t know what I want at the moment, or like WHO I want..

Also the way blondie is close with a lot of other girls like that kinda puts me off a bit…

Anyways, Ik I’ll probably have to end up solving this on my own, but I’m just looking for any possible advice anyone could give me…🥲

(So much more to the story btw…)

-lowkey hate myself for making every guy I’m friends with end up liking me (this wasn’t the first time a guy friend ended up asking me out or liking me)…..🥲🔫