I’m all the way buggin bout this ABSN program

So this gon be long as shit cus it’s like multiple layers of shit I’m tryna build on so I can ask yall what I needa ask yall so baboom I got accepted into an ABSN program and it starts winter 2026 it’s like 15 months n the deadline for all these requirements is December 15 so in two weeks I’m talkin immunizations, titers, drug screen n background check, uploading documents to this one platform of all the shit I just mentioned and ngl I ain’t start rlly doin the whole process till yesterday

I submitted my fafsa form n grad plus loan yesterday I did get accepted for the grad plus loan already still waiting on the fafsa for the loans. I just bought the background n drug screen test today and tmr im doin the tb test physical n the titers from the uni so imma ask em sum shit bout it then once I see what I need get the immunizations n I’m hoping all that gon make me ready for the deadline

BUT on top of that honestly I been stressing bout the program a lot I honestly got real bad focus and it’s not an excuse but I’m worried bout gettin a 75 n higher for the classes n I honestly rlly wanna do nursing ik I do and maybe my mindset bein a little bitch now bc shit all crashing down n I’m takin it like a bitch ass but idk it’s jus I had to ask my dad for money and idk it was built up stress or everything bein overwhelmin n knowing my dad don’t got the money like that but I just started crying so hard. It was just a lot n honestly I just needa know if this even rlly worth yea. Ye that took a turn but I needa know it’s worth it the program like 40k n I do want to be a nurse but I need to know that I will get a job n that shit will be good and Ik it will be inshallah but ig jus that double confirmation n a little push. My Medicaid inactive now cus of the whole u gotta work part time n I ain’t working part time January n I’ve never had any type of insurance but Medicaid so idk. Shit just a lot.

Just be real with me ig am I gon be cool ?