Experiences with being baptized in The Holy Spirit?

Hi, I was wondering if anyone who's been baptized in The Holy Spirit could tell me some of their experiences of when it happened? I "secretly" believe in it, and by "secretly" I mean I attend a Baptist Church that believes all Apostolic gifts no longer exist, very much including baptism in the Holy Spirit. However, my family has a history of it and both my grandma and dad were baptized in it, although for whatever reason my grandpa was not.

I have asked God that if it his will I'd like to receive that, but that ultimately his judgement is best and that it that doesn't happen to me that I'm fully okay with that. Was just wondering if some of you could tell me your experiences with that as I'm very interested in reading them