partner lied to me after saying they cut ties with her ex fling kabit

Problem/Goal: di ko ma let go kahit galit ako

nagloko sya (F19) saken (F20) dati through online. umamin sya eh. 2 months after namin maghiwalay because of that, dahil naging consistent sya (AT OO NA MALAMBOT NA PUSO KO IM SORRY) we decided to try again

syempre di madali, overthink dito at doon. i always ask her na “kailan huling usap nyo” sabi nya noon nung umamin sya sakin which is March PA. Nagkabalikan naman kami June (oo na mahina na not the point of the rant i need help)

Ngayon, December na, okay naman kami, she knows how to talk better to me, may patience na sya sakin, narramdaman nya na kapag natrigger ako sa something na reminder to the affair. She’s more understanding na

tapos ngayon, i decided to check her phone which never ko ginawa kasi masyadong nakaka kaba… i saw that after she admitted to me about the cheating (March) they kept on talking to each other 2 months later. putragis. Hindi kami noon kasi nga kakahiwalay, pero alam mo yon? She lied to me. With the same person. It never stopped when she told me it did. Tapos sa time pa na bumabawi sya putcha. Akala ko pa naman sakin na sya, yung focus nya sakin na, totoo na, tangina tumagal pa ng 2 months usapan nila. Tapos ayon, a week before magkabalikan kami, nasilip ko before yung Valorant account nya and I saw they were still mutuals so I confronted her about it tangina bakit mo finofollow ganyan

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Pero alam nyo ba? the day after cinonfront ko sya is yung time na cinut off na nya talaga yung gago through chat HAHAHAHAHA

naiinis ako nagsinungaling pa

bwisit

di ko alam paano icconfront pa HAAAYY