I'm now the age he was when he groomed me

I Will NEVER understand how someone my age or older could do that to someone like the little innocent girl I was and think it was "ok" and "normal".

In that moment I tried to comfort myself think we were both teens but now being older is nothing like that. The age gap is still very visible.

Now I have a friend the same age I had when I was being groomed. I would NEVER think of doing something so despicable to him like what my groomer did to me.

How could he even sleep at night knowing that well that what he was doing was wrong? I didn't know at that time, but now having that age is more than obvious.

I remember he used to tell me "I don't know why relationships like us are so discriminated by society". Now I know he knew damn well.