Anyone else just have no idea what specifically they are

Sorry if this is a weird post ive had this on my mind for a while

20 MTF for context

Been trans for over a year now , generally happier with how I look at least (not life in general)

Regardless does anyone else not have a clue what they are specifically on the gender spectrum ?

Ive kinda just gone "I like looking fem and being called female so I'll be a female somewhere sure"

But specifically not a clue cause it just.... confuses me

I dont have dysphoria , the concept of a internal gender voice confuses me too

Maybe this is the autism but do you have like a voice that tells you 24/7 that "i am x" or "i am y" or similar things? If so i dont and so the whole concept of that confuses me greatly

I also dont get gender %s at all

For example how do you know you are say mostly fem with say 20% agender or whatever if you are that , how does that work? Where does the 20% come from?

This stuff just confuses me and so I gave up a while ago figuring out specifically what I am and just went "like looking female, good enough for me"

Anyone else like this? Im legit curious if im alone in this or not lmao