I have no friends and can’t find a bridesmaid.

My fiancé has two groomsmen. His brother and his long-time friend. My “maid of honor” is my sister but I cannot for the life of me find a bridesmaid.

We’re having a very small wedding (under 30 people), and I really wanted to ask my cousin. But she’s been avoiding me. I’ve tried everything to meet up with her so I could ask in person, but she never commits to plans. At this point I feel she’s no longer an option.

I don’t have any friends and there’s no one else I’d genuinely feel comfortable including.

Now I’m stuck stressing over the uneven wedding party. My fiancé having two groomsmen while I only have my sister feels so awkward to me. I also don’t want to remove a groomsman just to “fix” the numbers.

What should I do should I do?