Memory

I have this memory or idk how I got it rlly but I’m in this white space surrounded by golden orbs, I can’t see myself, but I’m expressing not wanting to go back, and I am told I have a mission and that’s all I remember but the golden orbs were like idk how to explain I just remember this and I remember looking to my left when I said I didn’t wanna go back, anyways what is this, it showed up and it stuck with me and it’s not from a dream or meditation idk