dreams about men attacking me while ppl watch and do nothing

does anyone relate to having nightmares where a man attacks you while others are around and do nothing? a lot of them start off with the man getting angry at something i do and retaliating, and when i try to fight back im constantly overpowered and retaliated against in more harsher and violent ways. sometimes ppl are walking by completely ignoring, or there's even a big crowd of ppl watching and doing nothing. i tried googling this type of nightmare but couldn't find anything similar enough, just want to feel less alone.

also side note, ive been looking for a support group for years with no luck so here i am lol. idk why movies and tv shows make it seem like they exist everywhere but i live in a big city and i can't even find one ._.