For people who almost made it to the topnotchers, how did you guys move on?

Basically the title, I was less than .5 points away from being included in to the topnotcher list. Initially, I did not really mind being not included sa list. Pero nung nakita ko yung rating ko parang nanghinayang ako. So many what ifs hahahha na what if mas nag aim talaga ako na maging topnotcher. Edi sana pasok na sana ako.