New Patreon Post - Dating disaster 4 :( - 12/2/2025

Am I EVER going to be able to relate to another human being IRL ? I honestly don’t think so sometimes :(

Hello.

Well I went on a date last night - we had a good time but when it was over I jumped into bed and pulled the covers over my head until my aa meeting happened :(

I got so depressed after .

I don’t understand IRL people

What is wrong with me around relationships? I don’t get it

Am I EVER going to be able to relate to another human being IRL ? I think NO honestly

It’s very very strange and I feel alienated and not human after these encounters

I guess I’ll Pull back again

Oh and just wanted to make clear those alfiecast snippets from yesterday - I came across these never -published moments with Alfie when I was looking for Saturday’s audio. Listening to them made me so happy I wanted to share … especially as Alfie was all about sliding down slides with me this Saturday . ❤️❤️

At least I have my kids - my bond with them Is unquestionable and so real and deep it h makes me beamingly happy

I love you

S x