the audacity of a query

I feel like the most scattered human on the planet, trying to mold myself into the shape of a clinical research coordinator. This work has stolen the color from me, taken the ooomph completely… and I’m still here, giving away my soul for work.

I’m really trying to practice gratitude because life feels so heavy and unpredictable and frightening right now, and having job security is something most people never get. All I want to do is run from everything. Immediately.