i rejected a pregnant woman i'm just gonna vent here

ughhh we were actually vibing and then i asked her for full honesty (i have some trauma cause my ex was a pathological liar) and she tells me she has two kids and is seven weeks pregnant.

that was so strange to hear because that means she was with a man really recently, and i’m a man-hating lesbian ngl. and pregnancy itself terrifies me on some deep level i can’t even explain. do yall know that scene in prometheus where (spoiler alert) the woman gives birth to an alien? that’s literally how pregnancy seems to me

the reason why i feel awful it's because if she hadn’t told me, i would’ve kept talking to her. it sucks that i backed out over something she can’t control.

i also hate that i’m back to square one AGAIN on trying to find a gf :(