Tonight's the night.. I'm gonna quit smoking weed after 13 years of daily use
I've smoked daily for about 13 years. The only real break I can recall is when I got my current job. I've noticed that I have been too comfortable and sort of complacent for a long time now, and I decided that it's time to give it up. I honestly do love smoking, the ritual of it, chilling with friends and passing a joint around, relaxing after a hard day's work. But there hasn't been a day in a long time that I haven't been stoned all day long. It's sort of become a baseline for me. I'm still productive, I make good money, I work out every morning, I try to get out and travel when I can, but I'm stoned for all of that lol. I can't help but almost envy people that go through their day to day sober. The negatives are: I get bad social anxiety sometimes for literally no reason, anxiety just existing by myself at home (not all the time just whenever it feels like it), I don't feel super connected with my family sometimes and all I do with my free time is play video games.
I figured it's time to give it a shot and see how I feel a couple months down the line. I want to be the best version of myself, not some dull pothead that gets anxious sometimes when he has to go to the grocery store lol.
Not looking for so much advice but just seeing who else has been in my boat and how they felt. It almost feels a little uncomfortable. Thanks for reading.
Posted Dec 3, 2025, 2:02 AM UTC