What in the hell is wrong with me?

I would really like to know. I feel like I’m going crazy. Sometimes I just get in these moods, where I cannot stand to be stuck inside. Where I feel like if I don’t go out and do something soon I’m going to start climbing the fucking walls. Sometimes I’m content to just chill at home, but now is not one of those times. During the winter in particular, I feel depressed if I’m cooped up inside too long, and I just need to go out and do something and talk to people, but that’s not a healthy coping mechanism. You’re supposed to focus on yourself and your inner world, not the outer one and engaging with other people.

I know it’s wrong, but all I want is to get the fuck out of this apartment and do something fun even though that’s bad for me and it’s a Tuesday night.