How to I make feelings go away since estrogen made me want romance much more?

How do I make feelings stop for someone Shane I’m not ready to date?

2nd puberty and estrogen have brought back those Gale force crushes and yearning from highschool. Difference is this time I recognize how illogical they are. I know I want to move around, travel, and chase my dreams. I also gotta work on myself a lot to figure out what I want.

But these damn feelings don’t listen. I’ve got feelings for a best friend from my childhood and I need them gone. We live a 4 days drive apart for one thing, and again I don’t need to date. Yet every time he talks I fucking swoon like a schoolgirl.

How do I make this stop? I need to learn to love me, not someone else