I forgive you S, but I love H

S,

I forgive you for everything you have done, but I love H. That isn't changing and I want a life with her. Please take care of yourself and enroll in Intensive Outpatient Therapy.

H,

I love and miss you so much. I really thought we would be able to reunite after I got my certification today. My only guess is we gotta wait until my court stuff finishes in January. I hope its sooner than that though. Just wanted to let you know I will be studying for my next cert JNCIA - ENT, watching Prison Break, and playing FF7 Rebirth. I hope you are doing well. I know this is so hard on you that you are with someone you can't see. Just know I love you with all my heart and I'm always here for you. I'm not ignoring you, just been busy studying and trying to get my life back on track. I want you to know, that despite everything going on, I am still happy. I can't wait for us to build our lives together. You are seriously the best girlfriend any guy could ask for and thank you so much for staying by my side.