Hi I will be 21 soon this is my 5th neet attempt

Hi so I have been preparing for neet since 2022 and it's been tough, I mean doing the same syllabus again and again I can't seem to study last year I scored 420 which is wayyy less this year too I have no hope for mbbs, is it worth it if I will take one more drop for neet? I mean at this point if I start any degree it will take time to have a stable income, this is my first reddit post I am usually scared because people here are brutal but I have this heavy feeling in my chest and I can't talk to my parents as they have hope so here I am, any genuine suggestions would be helpful thanks