From quitter to worshipper

At first, I was just a regular guy watching porn, and the time passed until the porn became more and more intense, to the point I wrote porn with some ex friends, at first, I though leaving was for the best, but the more time I spent away from porn, the harder it got, the less happy I felt, but then ... I came back, I came back good and hard🥵 I spent hours masturbating and then stopping, making sure to not cum at all meeting cutie guys and girls like me made it so much harder to quit... Then, I worried I would be seen as a pervert... Now, I don't care, I wanna be a pervert, I wanna be a disgusting porn addicted gooner, go into the woods and masturbate like a fucking animal 🌀🌀🥵🥴 I no longer think, I just goon, I no longer feel, I just goon, I no longer live, I just goon, and I couldn't ask for anything better🔥🔥I wanna be the product of many gooners🥴 be turned into a slut, an object, become porn and be a good boy~ I wanna get worse, make me worse, j don't care~ I wanna fuck my girl friends, all girls I've seen are sexy, and I wanna be their plaything if they want me to, fuck fuck am I going too far? Or should I go deeper!? Fuuuck I'm gooning and j can't tgink~ I wanna get worse but is it too far???? Fuuuuuwuwhwhjkkkk 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵