I cant stop being horny and it’s becoming a problem
So im gonna jump right to it a few weeks back my ovulation start and usually its for a week and comes and goes and i have ALWAYS had it under control for ref i am 20 and sure i had an intense rush at 17 but after then i seriously was dead set i was asexual probably because I haven’t liked or had a crush on someone in 10 years.
This past year i connected w a guy online tbh loser kinda dude and all we had in common was your childhood trauma. Hes really nice. So it made me open up to his it all started with a cleavage pic while obviously i was ovulating now whenever I am usually not that physical with myself But this past year I really was . It just started with grinding on objects and fingering these past 6 months was really the wettest i had ever been lol. And to be honest, I don’t like this guy that much. I just feel comfortable and safe with him.
This winter ovulation is taking me so bad that i took a week off from my corporate job. And its all being reflected on that guy. One day i was gooning and he was online we sent texts back n forth then soon i was home one so i became naked and started masturbating with that iconic purple dildo lol (its not really a complete dildo but kinda like it) any way thats were i sent artful! videos of me riding it and sending vms of dildo going in and out and the sounds it made. Tbh i wanted to share all of this, and then he wanted to see me suck and see my spit on the dildo now i don’t usually put stuff in my mouth but he never asks for anything so i did and showed my spit to him and went back at it. Tbh he saw glimpses not every out in open. I came like 6 times in 3 hours lol and even after that i was thrusting the dildo WITH THE HEELS OF MY FEET in my …. Because i was using my hands to text and sometimes to finger simultaneously. He sent me vms of him moaning my name it was amazing we both had fun and i havent came like that ever. It felt like sex. I understand the hype around it finally, It was amazing. he said such beautiful things to me that to be honest made me feel the best about myself in a while.
Now after that day idk what happened in me and suddenly i was chasing the high again this time i was not home alone. I told him i had an idea that i had found a clamp and then he basically filled in the blanks for me i was gonna put it on my nips as a clamp to pinch. i went to the bathroom and recorded a video of my boobs and send him a few vms of me moaning then he asked I should put the clamp on my clit too i did and then after i told him it didnt feel like much he told me to keep it on and pinch it with my fingers as well, it was so hot especially because i had to get out and prep to host a lunch while downstairs i was a river lol.
This is the problem I cannot focus on anything! Every morning i wake up with my finger in me and my pjs wet. Literally a year before I couldnt even touch my own parts they felt to sensitive and I didn’t enjoy that even to relieve my self i used to rub it over my underwear but now i love rubbing my clit and lips with my fingers every moment i can and its super hard to cum without him or doing something extreme. + its making me record explicit things for him even if he doesn’t ask for it and i dont like that and i dont know why i do that. If this period of my lust does not go away soon it will become a hurdle how i live my life and career. Should i go to the doctor about this? This is not normal right definitely doesn’t feel normal.
Posted Dec 4, 2025, 2:43 AM UTC