Hard time dealing with break up

I found out today that my ex blocked me. We been broken up a month I thought she would get back together with me. A little background on this we was together 2 years she got my name tattooed on her but and my initials on her back. We had an issue in June where she got a new place and wanted me to move in but I didnt. So she ended up stuck with the bills. And she broke up with me we got back together in august and I realized by then that she is the one I wanna be with I bought a ring for $6000 and I never had the courage to give it to her. She broke things off with me Nov 6th. I been trying to get back together but today she blocked me. I’m heartbroken. We didn’t have a major issue at the break up it was just she was never the same after I didn’t move in with her. I really couldn’t at that time I was saving for the ring. But she would never believe me. I poured my heart out to her in the last 30 days. But no response I know I gotta move on. But I was holding out that she would come back. We broke up a lot over stupid shit but this time there was nothing she just said that she was hoping that something would happen but it didn’t and now she’s done. She always said I’m the love of her life and none ever treated her as good as I do. But I guess it’s over. I don’t feel sick or any pain from the breakup now because i cried already weeks ago I just feel empty inside now I’m blocked and I’m sure she not coming back. I’m 37m she 38f. I know we a little old. I am divorced dor 6 years now with 2 kids and she has 1 adult kid living home and 1 middle school kid. We met at work 3 years ago. ( we no longer work together)She wanted to date since we met but I didn’t it took me awhile to become interested. But when I did the romance happened so fast I never met someone like her. I been trying to get over her (13 bodies since the breakup last month ) who ever came up with that was a liar. I felt good for like 30 minutes after but then immediately missed my ex idk what to do or how to get over this. This is the 4th long term relationship I ever had. And she is the only one that made me feel special. I treated her great bought expensive gifts and always kind to her. But I regret not moving in with her. I put her in financial hardship by not doing so. Idk what to do