Parents hate me

Hii peopleeee!! I(17F) am feeling super depressed rn because long story short not one day goes in our house without fighting. my mom and my younger brother(13) threaten to kick me out, to kill me..let's leave my dad Outta this cuz he is the best, super sweet and all but my dad doesn't seem to like me anymore cuz my mom paints herself and my brother as the victims and says that I "torture them"💔🥀 bruh I don't and I never have?!! I'm genuinely so nice when I'm outside my house, my neighbours, my friends everyone seems to like me instead of my parents? Not my fault the environment at home is super toxic!! My mom is horrible, threatening to kill me and yea she thinks that I should be r*ped 🤨 and my brother guys lemme tell he is just 13 but a certified gangster he beats his classmates up with a steel waterbottle, is failing almost every class and is an absolute menace, this guy has tried to kill me more times that I can remember (think trying to strangle me to death while I was asleep, almost killing with a knife lol) And My dad is mostly out for work in different states and countries and only seems to be home for 1-2 days a month max and i love him i still do he treats me like a princess but uk after every fight my mom calls him up, tells him everything but exaggerated to pro max level..and now the only person who loved me in this house also hates me 🥰 brb going to kms.. (but seriously please give me some tips guys I'm going absolute insane) have a great day! And I hope none of u ever have to go through this hellhole 🥹🫵💗