Has anyone been prescribed naltrexone? How easy was it to get from your doctor?

Obviously I’ve always lied at all my physicals and appointments about the amount of alcohol that I consume. Therefore, I have no history on file for it.

If I just confessed to my doc and said “hey I’ve been lying to all of my providers for years, can you please give me naltrexone?” how likely is it that they will prescribe it to me?

I’m afraid I’ll confess and they will want me to try other options first before giving the med to me, but I’ve been trying. I am not interested in therapy or a detox program. What if they refuse to give it to me, and now I’ve confessed to it all? (I know that healthcare professionals aren’t supposed to judge and be therefore you and all that shit, but I do NOT like my dr’s office and NO ONE is accepting new patients.) Or maybe there’s an online something that I could do to get it prescribed?

I just need something to quiet the constant fucking siren in my head.