I'm too weird for anything.

I'm ugly, I'm fat, I've got alot of acne, and I'm just unapproachable pretty much because I'm not good in social settings. I've been called ugly and chopped by alot of people, from friends Joking to Randoms on the internet. I'm so lonely, my friends aren't actually my friends and I come off as rude or weird to people who don't know me. The only thing I've got going for me are sports, but even with those I suck, no matter how hard I try I can't get better and everyone else is just leagues above me.

I'm scared to talk to most people, and I have a porn addiction, which just makes me even weirder. I don't talk to anyone outside of school because no one's wants to talk to me. I feel like a creep because I like a girl who's so out of my league. We used to be friends in maybe 3rd or 2nd grade by now she's forgotten my name and probably face but I hate myself because I still like her.

I'm weird and I hate it, I know that anyone who does actually get somewhat close to me is just gonna leave. I'm nervous around people and hate crowds and being the center of attention. I have no life skills, I'm only good at cooking and even with that it's things a 5th grader can make. I'm failing almost every class and I'm scared I'll never be able to get a job. I'm not gonna be able to go to college because of my grades, I don't have anyone I'm close to, physically or emotionally.