[f4m] cheating leads to me realizing I'm a cuckquean texting scenario

You can fuck any girl you want but you're in a relationship with me. We still have sex but your mind drifts to your hot coworker or someone you met at a party. Sometimes we can't have sex unless there's porn on so you have something else to look at You haven't cheated yet but you think about it. You know I have submissive tendencies, and I get so wet when you degrade me while you fuck me

Sometimes when you go out with your friends and stay out all night I wonder if you're talking to other girls. I know they look at you and girls want you. When I'm by myself I wonder what would happen if you met a girl and you needed her. Would you come home and think of her the whole time we're in bed? Would you flirt with her and that's it? Or would you go back to her house and fuck her then act like nothing happened at home.I know it's wrong but sometimes I can't help but think about you going back home with her. Is she better than me? Does she let you be as rough as you are to me?

I know it's just a thought and you wouldn't actually cheat on me right?

Kinks: cuckquean, degredation, humiliation, orgasm denial, edging, rough