When I first started started watching porn as a teen, I really was turned by watching women sucking big cocks, then I realized that I was turned by sucking cock not so much by getting my cock suck.

I tried to fool myself that I was only imagining my cock being sucked by a sexy girl.

I really was afraid of being gay, but I couldn’t stop myself from fantasizing about a big hung guy making me suck his cock. I guess if I was forced into it, it wouldn’t be gay.

Eventually, I finally that it was what I wanted to do. Being forced to do it was just part of the fetish.

I decided that I would just go with it, I wasn’t hard to get guys who wanted to make me give them a blow job.

I was very submissive, it was some of the best sex I ever had.