I want my girl to get fucked

So i have this girl and we have been in a talking stage for a few months now, so we are not even a couple yet, and idk why but i keep fantasizing about her getting fucked by other guys and mostly by bbc. I get so hard thinking about it if im honest and i already saved so many videos of exactly what im imagining with her and thinking it was her in the videos. I just really dont know what to do. If anyone wondering were both 18 and from europe. I dont have anything to say anymore but i need the 100 words to post this