F4GM/F - Ravenous Parasite Infection

I crave something to infected me. Something that can hide deep within my body and that it can and will ravage me from inside out. Be it a new found parasite creature from earth, maybe the larvae that is injected deep within for it to grow, maybe it is alien in nature. But it needs my body. It needs to control me in the end for it's survival. Maybe for it's own reproduction.

I want to be changed drastically. I want it to me impossible to know it is me in the end.

Could go that I'm turned into a perfect bimbo that is a Honeypot to collect seed from others for the creature's growth and adaptations. And so I can easily spread the creature's parasites to others.

Maybe I turn much more into a hybrid of the adult form of the creature and human. Could be a huge crossbred of human and insect or similar. Could be morphed into a blended gender futa creature to spread the infection to others easy.

Could become a huge amorphous blob like brood mother that is required to just birth eggs for the rest of life.

Could become a hugely muscular beast that needs to attack and control others.

Im not sure the ending yet. But I want it to be an infection to start!!

So come with ideas and we can hash out the story. I'm a mid 20s nerdy girl with a long list of kinky TF needs. Looking for someone to be the GM/voice of the parasite. Or hive mind.