30F from Italy, looking for friends

Hello everyone! As time passes, it seems to be harder to make new meaningful connections, and some difficult circumstances lead me to lose most of the support that I used to have, I'm posting this in hopes to get to know someone. I love videogames, intense music (from a variety of genres), I'm interested in politics and I like to reflect on the present from philosophical, psychological and historical perspectives, challenging my views along the way. I also write and paint as coping mechanisms. I'm also kinda shy, don't really know what else to add except... thanks for reading! Feel free to pm me if you'd like.