2 abort!ons and a d&c can someone please reassure me

I’ve had 2 abort!ons. The first one was used with pills and the second one was with pills too but didn’t work, so I had to get a d&c. I regret getting 2 abort!ons. The first one I got because I was 18 and living in my husbands house, so I didn’t think it was fair to bring a baby into their house, as they already have 11 kids. The second one happened after I ovulated a week later due to my cycle getting messed up without me knowing from international travel and we were not trying. But the second abortion was extremely traumatic and I regretted it instantly. The worst thing I’d ever done. Can someone please reassure me that I’ll be okay getting pregnant in the future. That’s my biggest fear. It’s always been my dream to be a mom and I just got my first period 4 weeks later to the day of the d&c, and ovulated 2 weeks after my first period back. We’re ready to try this month at the end of December when I ovulate again.