I couldn't relate to anyone growing up

On one hand you had the athletic kids at school, generally they tend to be more street smart and charismatic than book smart, I couldn't really relate to them because I didn't like sports.

Then you have the stereotypical nerds who just study hard, think they're a genius because of that (I used to do better than them whilst barely studying) and then go ahead and do stupid shit like snitch on anything and anyone to please the teacher.

Moreover they tended to neglect their appearance and hygiene, I mean when I was depressed I did that sometimes but after like 13 years old I started to realise that your appearance and health is actually very important in life, those kids just stayed the same all throughout college.

Like they just evolve to become your stereotypical neck beard with a bad fashion sense and horrible grooming.

I take such good care of my appearance now that many women think I'm gay when I'm not, I mean if I'm gonna be smart why can't I look good too.