Why is soldier questioning his fucking existence so much?

Ngl gng but like wtf is wrong with this fuckton mound of flesh, he's like questioning what's he doing on the battlefield like man, this boy stopped 12 TIMES in a row in a single goddamn mission like-

BOI do you even acknowledge the existence of his own self on that battlefield? Does he know out of all the hunks of meat he's like the tallest?

Like-

Does he know that he could just crush the zombies with his hands or like-

That the ones fighting with him who are humans are not his friends?

Like GODDAMN MAN I understand you have to be curious but if you don't even know why are you on there and you attack people and don't know with what are you attacking or for what he's attacking for then go sleep brotha.

Stop questioning your life choices brutha, go and fuck up that barricade. Like, go and beat a witch into a pulp.