Interesting experience (pretty long)

I went to my friend’s house we work together at the moment. I wanted to post this because I find it an interesting story. I am a pretty free-spirited person, and I like to just be who I am without any limitations or chains. I think wherever I go I bring sun energy (although I sometimes trigger people) when I’m fully connected to my essence, which I am now but haven’t always been.like last time an older lady that was there and after some time she literally felt sick or something and she left sometimes I may be too much to others I am introverted person but when I’m chilling and smoking or in general I like to talk about deep stuff, dance, sing just be myself. And most of the time my brain runs fast so there can be a lot of different information exchange from all sides usually.

So we just chilled, smoked, and listened to music. I was jamming like I always do to the songs I love and just existing as I am. When the guy was going home, I tried to air fist-bump him as a farewell, and he was like, “I don’t share my energy with everyone.” I was like, what? No one has ever said this to me. I think it’s cool and it’s his boundaries but still I was taken a back a bit.I see myself as a light to be around. I think that just by being myself and sharing my essence, I raise the Earth’s vibration and help people feel good. And I think it’s like comforting to be around me I feel comfortable around myself and I just like how I am totally.

They also said I “live in the clouds,” like that’s not reality, and that my way is not the right way. I tried to say that it’s a flow — a state of being — but I think they didn’t fully understand me. They heard me, but didn’t feel me. Kept repeating on both sides.Then the guy started talking about how sometimes his energy gets sucked, and I think he brought that up because he felt I sucked his energy. I asked if he felt like I was sucking his energy, and he said something I don’t remember, but anyway, I feel he did feel that way.

I’m here thinking, what an interesting situation. Maybe one person’s way of authentically being can suck another person’s energy, because I have felt before that someone was exhausting me — but only from, lower vibration/ negative people stuff like that(not that they are worse, just different) than me, and we just don’t connect. And we didn’t connect with that dude who felt his energy was sucked; we had totally different ways of being and seeing things. Our opinions didn’t connect.i don’t think he was a negative person he just saw reality differently then i did.

I always feel like I’m in another world mentally and spiritually, like a glorious timeline. I just can’t help being there and feeling that way — like a higher Earth, humanity’s evolution, and a rise in consciousness. I talked about that they didn’t really feel it- the mystic in the air, weren’t on my wave I guess and I wasn’t on theirs.

And I wonder: can this or my way of being trigger someone to feel like you’re sucking their energy?or feel exhausted emotionally or whatever way, I think someone else can only”suck” what you allow them but I think I bring life and am not an energy vampire it’s just interesting no one has ever said this to me and i had a chill evening I almost always do I like where I am at energetically. I think I vibrate high but maybe this way of being can suck, exhaust other people like even if I feel how I feel about myself and my energy other people can see me or feel me in a totally different way then I feel I am. Interesting