Secretly fuck and abuse my boy pussy when wife is away

I’ve been married for a little over 10 years now and our entire marriage I’ve kept a dirty little secret, I love fucking dildos large toys and fisting my ass till I’m absolutely destroyed and gaped open I can’t get enough of it I love feeling like a complete fucking whore as I ruin my boy pussy, when she’s away on a work trip or out for the day I can’t help but immediately go to fucking my ass and I will do it for hours if time permits I really enjoy slipping her lacey panties on and riding my large fake cocks I get so turned on watching myself in the mirror bounce up and down and riding like a little slut seeing my hard cock hang out the side of her panties just wagging and waving with every thrust and moaning like a little bitch as my boy pussy gets pleased and stretched open until I fall into the best orgasm I’ve ever had my legs will start the shake and quiver uncontrollably and my cock starts to pulsate and starts spraying cum like a fucking fountain then I’ll slide my ass of my fake large cock and begin to lap up my cum from the floor and eat it like a good little slut and then watch my ass gape open and wink in the mirror just begging to be fucked some more and I’ll repeat process as many times as I can before she comes home nothing gets my cock harder and makes me cum harder than something in my ass stretching me out and filling me up i often fantasize about getting fucked and I really enjoy watching porn as I ride pretending I’m the girl getting fucked my a massive cock