Yours is still what I hope for the most

Heyy, i've been looking for a job for a while now, months even. The anticipation and waiting, the constant anxiety of regularly checking my contacts, and reading rejection replies really pull my mood down most days. But today I heard back from one with offers and i was so excited and nervous. Then a thought hit me, "I'd still be more nervous and excited to see a message if it was you that i heard back from" ..yikes... Turns out, yours is still what i hope for the most. I miss you, wish we could talk