i feel so numb, kuch bhi ni lg raha hai merko exam ko leke

theres no such excitement or happiness that itll be over , i feel like kuch bhi ni kara hai mene halaki mene kara hai id done a lot kuch din bilkul aise ragad ke then firse kuch din lazy lazy lazy hokee me i dont feel anything towards this exam..dosto ke sath phle sochti thi exam me baad yaaha jaana waha jaana wo khyal bhi merko ni aata ab psnd merko bss ye exam karna hai aur jaana hai jo bhi ho merko ye dubara ni padhna hai.. ab likh rhi toh lag rha hai itna toh mene kuch padha bhi nahi tha jasis merko feel ho rha towards this exam well whatever man had to get it out ig thoda hi shi likh dia… nahi hua toh koi na life hai happens will try to go for cuet. merko saal college allot hua tha du me mgr clat ki chull thi, what if disturb karega prep me ye wo kabhi kabhi lgta hai le lena chaiye tha college atleast kuch toh hota mgr koi naaa.. jo bhi hona hai dekha jayega mere khwab toh yahi hai nikal jaye clat karlu kuch me aage…at the end of the day mere hath me hi hai sab..ill ty to give my best in the d-day jitna padha hai mene saara laga dungii uss dinn.. so yess at the end there will be no one to blame but me ki chalo ye nahi toh kuch aur shi…yahi thodi hai bss mgr agr nahi hua toh me firse partial drop leke ek last try toh dungiii.. hope so iski nobat na aaaye 7 taarik goes goood.. well whatever 🧍‍♀️ gk revise karti ab me
this is something ill look back to after examss

-starhipsweremeant