3 AM extential crisis

So like, does it ever happen to you that you go in this unhinged phase and start doing random impulsive phase - doing and saying things without thinking and suddenly it has been six months and the whole world gives you a reality check by coming at you and you are like wtf was I even doing bro and then you sit there at 3 AM rethinking your life choices and how you started being an impulsive idiotic goofball instead of a cold-calculating asshole that you are and fucked everything up?

(Asking for a friend of)