How can anyone reasonably believe in a God or anything spiritual? Science, evolution, etc.

I am genuinely curious as I am going through an existential crisis that has led me to believe that there is nothing after this one life but also now I am obsessing over how life came to be and the first humans. With my research in these topics, I have come to conclude that it is impossible for any religion to be accurate. I want to hear from religious people who know the silence but also still believe in a faith and why. I am not trying to offend, I just want to understand. Thank you.