You are a shining star

To my sweet R. I’m sorry I disappeared the way I did, you had said you didn’t see us as anything serious and I took that straight to heart. I met her again and I thought she was the best match for my soul. Didn’t even break a month with her lol. I know to expect nothing from you now, you’ve probably moved on and found someone who fits much better into your dreams and aspirations and goals. If somehow there still is anything between us I want nothing more than to come back to you. To feel you melt into my arms after a long day as we watch some shitty movie was a gift I didn’t see the value in until I went looking for greener pastures and got myself hurt. You are worth so much more than I but you still gave me the time of day when I’d see you or text you. I’ll probably see you at your work soon and if that’s too much then tell me to fuck off and never return and I’ll see you and understand you. I spent so long looking for the perfect one I didn’t even see the gem I had next to me. Maybe in another universe we both wanted the same things and we live with a love nobody can extinguish. I hope you are happy as all hell because you deserve it.

         Yours forever,
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