Lowkey sad about the documentary about Mary’s cult

I know Mary is a terrible person and obviously the cult situation is really bad. I don’t support what Mary does but god damm I love her on the show and I just want to be oblivious to it all. Above all I wish she just didn’t have a cult so I could embrace my Mary love, she is just so damn funny but no, I can’t fully lover her. I wish I could just be totally oblivious