For agnostics/atheists

Who or what do you turn to when you have questions/concerns maybe hardships in life?

I’m not religious. I guess I’d be agnostic if I had to label myself. I’ve read about religion, understand why people are religious, and honestly find some stories fascinating. I kind of refer to the universe in my “practices“

I’ve been lost lately and found myself spending on tarots and psychics. I believe in astrology for myself but the transits don’t really align or ever pan out (ex. Current full moon and astrologers during this or that will happen).

Idk if I’m realizing that I don’t believe in anything or just going through a tough time emotionally. Sometimes I wish I could “turn it over to God” and keep pushing. So before I buy another reading, how else are you maintaining faith in yourself/life if things aren’t panning out?