To all my peyronie’s brothers going through hell, I feel you and hang the fuck in there.

Last year I opted for surgery with Dr. Levine to fix a hinge defect after dealing with peyronie’s for 4 years and it completely fucked my shit up. 

I went from 7” in length to about 5.75” and also an enormous hourglass deformation. I was on honest to god fucking hell. Surgery is irreversible…now what the fuck was I going to do???

Well, I started stretching to try and get back the length with a phallosan ADS and to address the loss of girth and now, brand new fucking hourglass deformation, I started to pump. No amount of pumping though was going to save or even me out, Levine had thoroughly scarred and fucked my shit up.

In May I opted to address the hourglass deformity with hyaluronic acid injections and I’ve had 2 other treatments since with about 5 injections at a time, with PRP. I also got stem cells. Expensive, but it helped. 

My cock is now 6” in girth and my deformity is way less noticeable. 

I can have enjoyable sex but I still need to be cautious and always will be. 

I think the HA did wonders for my confidence and is a great tool if you only have an hourglass deformity. No it isn’t permanent but it last 1-2 years and everyday that I don’t have to look at my deformity is a fucking blessing, I will probably do a more long term one in the future. 

This past year truly, nearly broke me. I had never been more depressed in my life than those first 6 months. Just staring at the ceiling, not sleeping, being like “what in the fuck did I do to myself?” I was in a bad way with how this whole disease manifested and broke my self esteem.

Word to the wise: surgery is no joke. There’s no going back and the recovery is brutal. Often times the surgeon will just do whatever they want to you and they don’t give a fuck. Research every single surgeon and be hyper cautious. I was impatient and thought it would be a quick fix and I wish I would’ve waited and never done it. 

A year later though, after everything I’ve done, I feel so much better about my long term recovery from this shit. 

I will probably always do Hyalironic acid to address the deformity every other year, i will do prp and stem cells and stretching and also just focus on my physical health, eating, erection quality, and of course my mental health.

I hope you all hang in there and I pray for all of your recovery. In the darkest of nights things can get better, no matter how dark it seems. 

I fucked my way into this situation and I will fuck my way out of it and I hope you all do the same. 

If there’s a will, there’s a way….